DipNovel Chapter 215 "He doesn't want to love you, but he can't stop loving you."
Chapter 215 "He doesn't want to love you, but he can't stop loving you."
He knows it all.
I only love you in the whole world, and I only want to live for you——
Is this love?
Maybe, but even if it were, it would be too heavy, too unfair, too hard.
No one is obliged to love anyone, and no one is obliged to save anyone.
It is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and smart people should not choose such a relationship that is doomed to be tiring and may not bear fruit.
So he still chose to give up.
The woman's face was reflected in his eyes, familiar yet unfamiliar.
Huo Sicheng said hoarsely, "She's not as understanding as you."
Xing Hua smiled, "Maybe she knows and doesn't like it, because she's so insensitive."
"I have met a lot of considerate women," he pinched her chin with his fingers and lifted her face up, "to put it bluntly, I saw you a little surprised many years ago because of my I spend most of my time dealing with a group of men, and I don’t have many opportunities to meet women. You are very beautiful, have a good temperament, have a good temperament, and have a good skin. When I first saw you, you were the ceiling."
When a man is young, why would he want to figure out a woman's soul first, and then consider whether to like this person?
Mostly it was because of the color, or the person's voice and smile just suited his appetite.
"But in these years, I have seen too many beauties who are prettier than you, beauties of various models, elegant and noble, smart, with higher education than you, with first-class family background but good atmosphere... let alone personalities Being empathetic, well-spoken and comfortable, independent and exuberant, or gentle and IKEA-IKEA, these are qualities you simply don’t have.”
"I really have to think about it. The more I think about it, the more I can't think of anything good about you. Even your personality flaws are not small."
"Maybe you love me the most, but you may not be the one who loves me the most. What's more, what your love can bring is also a heavy burden."
"You said you, what exactly did you take advantage of?"
Xing Hua listened quietly, her eyes never moving, she just looked at him.
She didn't say anything, and she shouldn't have said anything.
Because what he said was not her, and what he said was not meant for her.
"Xing Hua," he began to gently rub the fingers pinching her chin, "If I can do without you, I really don't want you at all. You have pestered me for so long and made me feel unsafe, and I can't help it." Just let you go, since that's the case—"
"If I liked a woman like Xing Xing or Hua Xuxu, I would have fallen in love with someone else long ago.
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The water in the shower fell straight on the woman's hair and fair skin.
White mist sealed the entire dense space.
After about 10 minutes of hot water, Xing Hua turned off the shower.
She pulled a large towel and wiped her wet hair vigorously until there was no more dripping, then turned around and walked to the mirror, and wiped it in a large arc with the towel to wipe off the moisture.
The woman in the mirror is naked.
The warm water dyed the skin as white as cream with a thin layer of crimson, and so did the face.
She quietly looked at her face in the mirror.
It's beautiful, and it's beautiful.
Personality flaws, incomplete souls, but incomplete beauty, far more aesthetic value than complete mediocrity, unique.
The dense mist did not dissipate so quickly, and the curling heat provided a dazzling background. The face in the mirror seemed to have no expression. Maybe she was indeed expressionless at this moment, but she seemed to be another person.
Slender fingers gently touched the outline in the mirror, "Can you hear him talking to you?"
"You can't tell what's good, or even what's not good, but you still have the biggest advantage—he doesn't want to love you, but he can't stop loving you."
"Would you like to gamble again?"
"Or, you're already asleep, so you can't hear or feel anything?"
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When Xing Hua returned to the bedroom wearing a white bathrobe after taking a shower, the tall and straight figure of the man stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, the smoke between his fingers was faint, and he knew what he was thinking at a glance.
Hearing the movement, he turned to look at her.
He pointed his chin to the phone that was turned out and placed on the table, "Send a text message to Yu Xibai."
She was surprised, "Huh?"
Huo Sicheng said concisely, "Ask him for his card number."
Xing Hua thought for a while, and walked over as she said, picked up the phone and edited the text message, [Xiaobai, what is your bank card number? 】
The phone returned before putting down the text message, [Tell Huo Sicheng that I am willing to make him owe it. 】
"..."
Huo Sicheng kept watching her movements, saw her pursed her lower lip, walked over with her long legs in two or three steps, took the phone directly, and looked down at the content on the screen.
A few seconds later, he said calmly, "Tell him, I'll give it to his father directly, since he spends all his money anyway."
Xing Hua, "..."
Holding the phone, she thought for a while and said, "Tomorrow... I will use WeChat to transfer the money, using the card you gave me earlier."
"Well, it will be deleted after the transfer."
"..."
"Transfer 20, [-] for furniture and [-] for bodyguard employment."
"..."
Xing Hua didn't say anything, and thought that it would be fine to transfer [-] yuan, and she would pay back the money he spent, and the bodyguard hiring fee... It would be too hurtful for others.
Huo Sicheng extinguished the cigarette, "Sleep, tossed all night."
She stood still.
He looked back at her, "I won't do it with you."
The implication is that you can rest assured to sleep.
Xing Hua walked over, tilted her head and smiled, "Aren't you afraid that I might disagree, you never asked my opinion."
The man sat on the bed and lifted the quilt, "So what if you agree, and what if you disagree? If you agree, you can help me, or if you disagree, you can resist me?"
Xing Hua didn't speak.
"Since there are none, then there is no point."
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Because she didn't go to bed until three or four o'clock, and after all, Xing Hua was more used to and comfortable sleeping in Blue Water Bay's bed. After falling asleep in the arms of a man, she slept soundly until ten o'clock in the morning, and then wandered around Awake.
When she opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling, she couldn't remember for a moment that she moved out yesterday with great effort, but was picked up again in the middle of the night. She had an illusion, as if she had been here all along.
It's been a long, long time.
Glancing at the weather outside, she yawned and thought drowsily, should she go and see what her own apartment looks like today, and clean it along the way... Even if she can't move there now, she might move there in the future. Get ready in the past.
He threw off the quilt and got out of bed, scratching his head to find his shoes... The door of the master bedroom was kicked open heavily.
Xing Hua was suddenly taken aback.
Tang Yan strode in from the outside. He was wearing a black overcoat, and his whole body seemed to be blown by a cold wind. Seeing her wearing a nightdress, instead of embarrassment, his face was extremely cold, and he gritted his teeth word by word Jumped out, "It caused such a big thing, Xing Hua, you just got up?"